I titled this myself as the drawing has no title, nor a name to identify who drew it.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Untitled- littles drawing
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
A slice of my life- about panic
A slice of my life
As my heart quickens and tightens in my chest
my breath is sucked from the depth of my being.
I do my best to fight this unwelcomed beast to no avail.
Suddenly my vision blackens at the edges,
I look down a tunnel now.
Desparate to get away, I fight harder.
Kicking, pleading for this monster to leave me.
Am I dreaming? Is this real?
The world has gone fuzzy, dreamy in quality.
Desparate to keep control I try to see through the dream,
to find the end of the tunnel.
All to no avail.
The worst is yet to come I know in the depth of my being.
It's happening. Quickly I grab onto the nearest heavy object,
Desparate to not float away my knuckles are white.
I'm floating away, Leaving the body behind, my grasp was not enough.
I am beyond terrified now....
A million things going through my head.....
where will I land, will I crash, will I find the body,
will anyone notice i left, will i die?
Suddenly without warning I am snapped into the body,
I open my eyes to find an ice pack on my arm
N-- calling my name, saying 'it's okay, your safe now.
i'll hold on so you don't float away'
Tears spring to my eyes as I realize it is ending for now.
Grateful as I am for my 'anchor'
Already I am wondering when it will happen next,
all the while keeping where I go when I fly away, a secret.
~Kathryn
written 1/07
As my heart quickens and tightens in my chest
my breath is sucked from the depth of my being.
I do my best to fight this unwelcomed beast to no avail.
Suddenly my vision blackens at the edges,
I look down a tunnel now.
Desparate to get away, I fight harder.
Kicking, pleading for this monster to leave me.
Am I dreaming? Is this real?
The world has gone fuzzy, dreamy in quality.
Desparate to keep control I try to see through the dream,
to find the end of the tunnel.
All to no avail.
The worst is yet to come I know in the depth of my being.
It's happening. Quickly I grab onto the nearest heavy object,
Desparate to not float away my knuckles are white.
I'm floating away, Leaving the body behind, my grasp was not enough.
I am beyond terrified now....
A million things going through my head.....
where will I land, will I crash, will I find the body,
will anyone notice i left, will i die?
Suddenly without warning I am snapped into the body,
I open my eyes to find an ice pack on my arm
N-- calling my name, saying 'it's okay, your safe now.
i'll hold on so you don't float away'
Tears spring to my eyes as I realize it is ending for now.
Grateful as I am for my 'anchor'
Already I am wondering when it will happen next,
all the while keeping where I go when I fly away, a secret.
~Kathryn
written 1/07
Friday, August 1, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Burn
Trigger warning for images of burns and fire

I did this 7/30/08 using paint shop pro. It represents how I feel right now. The blurrying for how nothing is clear. The fire for how I burn, how my name is Brande. There is an image of burnt legs. A woman who looks possessed, looks to be many people, for how I feel in myself sometimes.

I did this 7/30/08 using paint shop pro. It represents how I feel right now. The blurrying for how nothing is clear. The fire for how I burn, how my name is Brande. There is an image of burnt legs. A woman who looks possessed, looks to be many people, for how I feel in myself sometimes.
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