Standing up

I just stood up to myself to a strange on Facebook post that I had made a comment on. It's not easy for us to do that.

New memory

New memory
Never entire never full
Just pieces,bits, moments,flashes,knowledge,incite

I feel sick. Want to throw up
I'm discusted discusting,

It's a loop over and over and over

I just want it to stop
Need it to stop